Wednesday, July 27, 2005
burnt, bruised and left wondering...
today was a pretty wonderful day, spent the entire day on sentosa practicing volleyball with my team. the competetion is on friday! ah! still not ready. we saw the gurka team in action today. I nearly pee-ed myself seeing how good they are. I think the plan is too get the girls to flash some boob, so they'll get distracted so we can spike the ball a couple of times on them lol. But yes, after a long day of practice, i came home super burnt. My face looks like someone slapped me on my cheeks. So i'm completely burnt, need charmaine to come over and get the aloe on me. haha. miss ya char. anyhow, aside from being burnt. I suddenly realized that the 8 red bloches on my arm aren't just the sun burn, but bruises from volleyball. jeez! i'm being burnt and battered all at the same time.
well ok enough about the horrible condition my skin is in right now. Something came to mind today which makes me wonder....What is it about women/girls that make guys look? or even get attracted to them. I caught myself a couple of times not paying attention to the game and staring and oogling at some of the girls on the beach. Why? is it the curves? the long hair? the way they move? the way the smell? the boobs? what is it that makes us dudes look? going more indepth into the topic...what is about girls that makes us guys fall for them? and then after, what is it about girls, that its somehow standard protocol to screw the guy up and break up? i just dont get it.
good people deserve better. i'm sure everyone has a friend going out with a total jerk or a total bitch. WHY? its like hey! there are so many good people around, looking for the right person to be with. someone wonderful. someone to fall in love with. its like somehow or rather god made the world so that all the good people get screwed over. well maybe its just me. I try not to be too hard on myself by saying its probably not just me. I wanna try and include the general public, so i'm not this completely miserable lonely bloke. but nevertheless, it amazes me how guys always get screwed over by girls. is it socio-cratic norms? or is it statiscally impossible to be happy and settle down with someone wonderful.
as much as i would love to ponder over these complexed questions to love or life. I'd rather not indulge too much. maybe there are no answers to my wondering mind. maybe its just impossible. well all i can say is .....i wish i didn't feel so burnt from volleyballing ...and dam u sexy girl who walked by me and got me thinkin about all this shit !
bradass at 7/27/2005 10:58:00 PM