Saturday, July 23, 2005
scarred emotions
how does one carry on after going through so much emotionally?
dead is the feeling within me now.
reality kills the glimmer of hope i once had.
gone for good she is now.
and faded like a memory i have become.
does this hurt ever go away?
no matter how hard i try to escape the pain, it still overwhelms me.
the brokeness subdues me and takes over.
the only thing that fills me is the sadness from within.
like a scar left behind, it is the painful memories of her smile that still haunt my thoughts
what once brought so much joy into my life has now broken me.
it makes me wonder whether time is suppose to heal these wounds, or like salt, to rub the pain in deeper.
there is no more i can say or do to change things
i can't fight the fate that has befallen me...bradass at 7/23/2005 11:57:00 AM