Saturday, October 29, 2005
hei bai series (click to see)
bradass at 10/29/2005 12:38:00 AM
Friday, October 28, 2005
remixed
well for those who read my blog regularly, this image will look familiar.
a couple of entries ago i put a self pic of me the next mornin after zouk.
however today i was surfing the net and looked at some graphic design stuff and i got inspired to edit that image and voila ! ...hope ya like it ! (brad aka photoshop pro) thank you thank you!
bradass at 10/28/2005 02:17:00 AM
rainy days
pitter patter of the rain falls beyond my windows...
its nice to hear the sound of rain
there's something about a rainy day that makes me wanna
turn the aircon on, play jack johnson, read a book with a hot tea and doze off.
it would be nice
bradass at 10/28/2005 12:43:00 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
more photos
3 complaints have come to me about not having enough pictures on my bloggie...
gosh ...i shall try to snap more ...just that i've been busy so not much time...will try my best to get more pics on...but i appreciate your comments and love for pictures as well....thanks guys..
word of the day - cow-a-bunga!
bradass at 10/27/2005 02:41:00 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
at work (click to see)
Nur took some pics of me at work. its weird being in the photos as oppose to taking them for once. lolol however ...i photoshopped them a lil. anyhow...enjoy...
bradass at 10/26/2005 01:55:00 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
my goddess
she smelt of sweet sweet delight
her hair was soft and cutely done with a swoosh in the front
her eyes were permeating
she wore a black lil dress that accented every curve
her tights were silky smooth
her voice was sweet and harmonious
i wanted her to marry me
we were having drinks and whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears
she would lean over in the most sexiest way and talk to me
she danced like an enchanting godess
i was dazzled
her final attempt was predicted, she pouted her lips waiting for me to lean into her....
the kiss of death
i would be taken into her beauty and sweetness...i was in love ...
then i woke up
kan ni nahhhh!!!!!
bradass at 10/24/2005 02:08:00 AM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
gimped
anyhow friday was a pretty busy day at work since we've got the commissioner of police coming over to our station on monday. off course somehow my office is involved in planning and facilitating his visit. so limpeh have to run around like a dog! then i was so stressed out i asked jo to book movie tickets at 1130pm for flight plan. good movie by the way. the kinda movie that screws with your mind. good stuff. so immediately after work i left for cineleisure for the movie.
after the movie, me and jo were so bored we decided to come back to my place and watch more movies. naturally me and her fell asleep and couldn't carry on. so she spent the night and we cuddled. twas nice and lovely to have some love and attention. off course on sat morning i had to return to work and finalise some issues. and coz i'm in charge of the divisional magazine (proghanda to boost police morale) we are featuring an article on the police hearse. the vehicle we store dead bodies in. it was pretty morbid to direct Nur to shoot the photos yesterday. coz the compartments still smelt of dead human, there was dried blood all over. kinda scary.
rushed off for training. before edric's bday party. Pal the biggest freakin indian i know (size 17 shoe) cranked me in a knee lock during training yesterday and popped my knee. so now its swollen and i can't put weight on it. off course i can't take MC coz tmr is too important. sigh. what a bad predicament. then on top of that i have to move furniture in preparation for my new home in dec. sway la. in pain, tired, and overworked. life is definitely kickin me in the ball sack today. anyhow went to ed's dinner bday, he wasn't feelin too well either, met his new gf. she was nice and then off course hung with ah boon, terrance, chen de, andy and his gf, and marcus. so it was nice to hang with the guys and just enjoy a good meal. at the end of the night terrance sent me home and i got to meet his lil bitch (literally), half jack russell half midget, pure white fur, such a cute cute dog. haha...came home rubbed a fuckload of inflamatory cream on the knee and woke up this morning still in pain. can't walk, can barely limp. basket! ....oh well...
bradass at 10/23/2005 10:02:00 AM
edric's birthday pics (click to see)
bradass at 10/23/2005 01:14:00 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
images
the eye collects images from our surroundings
its a simple task really.
the brain makes sense of the images.
why does the brain have to complicate issues.
just dont get it
i was reminded of you today
and somehow that image lead to my heart and it ached
and some tears came down
...its not how it should be...its suppose to process the colors, and just make sense
why does it need to make me feel so hurt
i wish i could give my eyes away, so i wouldn't have to see those hurtful things anymore...
bradass at 10/21/2005 02:13:00 AM
missing the desert
well today was tiring, took half day leave in the morning to sleep in and spend time wit erin. poor erin was so upset about her ex, that she came over to hang out and get her mind off a couple of things. so slept in this morning for the first time, which is pretty rare. then went to work and slogged out all the stuff that was piled on my desk, then rushed home and went for training. spent time with chai after training and played battlefield 2. Thanks for the lift home bro. then here i am. what a tiring day. its edric's bday this sat and today's trav's bday too. gosh. so many important dates to remember. I wonder what to get ed, maybe something kinky for him and his gf. haha. dunno. well before i hit the hay i'm gonna call the white boy to wish him a happy bday. hopefully this sunday will be sunny so i can go hang on the beach.
for some unknown reason i've been missing home alot. dunno why. maybe its coz i miss my good friends, my car, my home, mojo, my sis, my family, all the good ol' things i use to enjoy. late nite burrito runs, dos gringos (mexican bar with hott chicks). my bengster pal jin, PV mall, my longboard, my rifle, my office. gone are the days of my wild west adventures. sighhh.
my brain is overwhelmed with thoughts tonight, and i'm just too lazy to jot them down. so i'm gonna call it early and let those thoughts simmer and maybe i'll have something better tomorrow. night night.
bradass at 10/21/2005 01:39:00 AM
Monday, October 17, 2005
being cynical killed the brad
well sunday was a rather pleasant and easy day,
met up with han and bought some stuff at beach road. it was a rainy sunday
so beach plans were ruined again! gah! landed up goin for my 'quay chup' at beach road market and then hung out at bugis.
at bugis i suddenly figured that i dont own an umbrella. so thank goodness for the rainy day sale at giordano, i bought myself a charcoal grey umbrella to shade me from the wet melodramatic tears from the sky. made a new friend at the giordano as well. then i couldn't resist buying a new pair of flip flops. even on a rainy day the beach bum in me still comes out. lolol. a stunning yellow and brilliant fresh grass green, resembles a pair of flip flops straight outta brazil!
came home and didn't have much to do, so joanne came over to hang and marathon a couple of movies with me. was a very pleasant evening just hanging out and watching a couple of movies. she introduced the movie serendipity to me, john cusack and the chick from underworld.
serendipity - a fortunate accident
(for those who watched the movie) how likely is that? i highly doubt that seredipity will befall my miserable love life. After going through such a bad break up and still feeling pretty broken about it, i highly doubt seredipity will ever happen. it amazes me how cynical i've become towards relationships and love now. i use to be such a believer in love and the wonderful feelings that came with it. the butterflies in my stomach, the sweet sweet kisses and plenty of huggies. Now its just a completely hopeless disgusting thought of having to love someone so much and then letting her put my heart in a god dam blender and make heartbreak shake before my eyes. haha. maybe its the age setting in, or the maturity, or a being a step closer to becoming a grumpy old has-been. i don't know, but nevertheless it was a rather sweet movie. i guess one can wait their entire life for seredipity, but i'd rather be a grumpy shit and spit on the fact that i use to be a sweetboy. =P
bradass at 10/17/2005 10:54:00 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
a busy weekend
well this week i've been so busy, i've been meaning to write my daily affairs, however with the busy events this week i couldn't...so i'm will recap on some simple thoughts
'buka puasa' - break fast with my malay friends on friday which was lovely. there was something really homely and nice about sitting with your friends at a nice mum-pops restaurant enjoying all the funny jokes about work and learning about the malay culture. and no its not all about the matt rock la..haha. however it was interesting, then after that, went to watch a movie with them. "into the blue" was not bad, better than i expected. and off course with all the hot bodies on screen and seeing my jessica in a bikini makes me drool. sigh...why oh why can't i have a jessica. She's so cute and hott all at the same time. i think i'll have to buy the movie, it carries such a wonderful combo to me at least, the beautiful beaches - coz i'm a beach bum and my jessica - coz i'm a sucker for tan sweetness in a bikini. haha. well after the movie the rest went back to arab street to smoke sheesha, me and joanne joined chai, sean and sophie for a tasty beverage...yum yum. the munich dark at paulaners is wonderful. a hearty dark beer with so much flavor. joanne ordered a bailey's on the rocks, such an addictive breathe to sniff when she's talking to me..haha. then after that me chai and joanne decided to go to geylang for some thai food. memories of thailand filled my mind as soon as i took a bite into my green mango salad...sighh.... i miss that wonderful place of cheap beer, red bull shirts and dirty tasty road side food. my tastebuds were satisfied before returning home.
saturday - i spend the entire day in johor. finally i've ventured over to the other side. it was interesting to just see how vast the changes are in environment the moment you get across the causeway. and now i totally agree that singapore is definitly a cleaner town compared to most. spent the entire day shopping in city square, interesting place. some things were cheap and some things weren't. landed up spending my money on a pair of quiksilver shorts, pair of jeans and 2 pimp shirts. (cheap cheap!) then went to holiday plaza to see the realm of piracy and all the dvds. i was so tempted to buy them, however i was afraid my ass might get nabbed by customs. so i decided not too indulge in getting a heavy fine. then we went for dinner at this fantastic chi-cha place...the food was awesome. i loved every bit of it. crayfish, big prawns, crab, plenty of side dishes, soup. we had the whole works...it was a 500 SGD dinner all for 170RM. hahaha. talk about getting your money's worth. and after about 4 kgs of gained weight, me and the guys headed home. then off course when i got home, i had half the mind to skip out on snooty night. but when chai asked me to go, i didn't have the heart to say no to him. chai is the nicest fella on the planet, he wouldn't hurt a fly if he didn't have too. and a good friend too. so i wouldn't wanna dissapoint him. landed up going to snooty at bar none. it was cool, had a couple of drinks then the tiredness kicked in and i had to leave. oh not to mention song's friend xia yen was hott too. drool. on the way home i was so tired i dozed off in the cab and the driver had to reverse a bit coz i over shot my house haha. then came home, swept everything off the bed, got down to the boxers and passed out. hahaha
suppose to go to the beach today with chai and my sentosa cheongsters...but the weather isn't permitting me. so i'm blogging....rainy whether...hmmm calls for a book and jack johnson and a hot tea....off i go...
bradass at 10/16/2005 01:04:00 PM
rainbows
viv had this awesome nickname on msn...i thought it was meaningful..so i'm sharing
when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow
bradass at 10/16/2005 01:01:00 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
another day
today was an eventful day ...
work
training
walas
alameen
finally home ...gonna sleep soon
got reminded again of some painful things
bums me out so much
..well i'm not gonna dwell on it too much ...coz it hurts
so gonna try and sleep it off ..
night
bradass at 10/14/2005 02:20:00 AM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
midnight runs
pant pant pant is the sound that echoes throught the empty street
i pace myself and plant one foot in front of the other
lonely music plays from my ipod
its 1am in the morning
and i'm running every inch of this hurt away.
thoughts of you seem to seep into my weary mind
your soft warm kisses
your tender hugs
i hate myself for giving you so much
i can't seem to blame you for hurting me the way you did
why can't i forgive myself
so many questions and so many hurtful thoughts
shhhh....dont think
dont let it seep in anymore
concentrate
one foot in front of the other
keep running
the stepping sounds echo the street...i keep going...
oleander - i walk alone
bradass at 10/12/2005 01:17:00 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
what dreams may come
clear blue waters
a lil hut on the beach
snow white sand between my toes
the smell of ocean
the crashing sound of waves hitting the shore
a simpler life
tonight i shall dream of paradise again ....hmmm
bradass at 10/11/2005 02:10:00 AM
mata lai lohhh (click to see)
bradass at 10/11/2005 12:41:00 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
a dedication to the broken
who do i blame?
no one but myself..
could've it been better?
could've it been worst?
i dont know
but it was beautiful
tatooed memories of my mind it remains
like the needle that pierces my skin, it hurts
and like the ink that remains, a reminder
release me, i pray
let me breathe the sweet air that use to fill my lungs
let the joy of life fill my heart once again
but until that day
so it shall be ....
bradass at 10/10/2005 02:08:00 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
my new fish eye lens (click to see)
bradass at 10/09/2005 11:25:00 PM
spending time with me
well today was a rather pleasant day, i came back from work last night at about 7am or so. It was a fun filled night of catching bad people...woo! i love being a policeman, its the time of my life. and when i become old and wrinkled i can tell my grandkids, that ah-kong was once a policeman. I just feel bad for the hott girl i had to arrest last night. she was so cute. sigh..oh well
so i came home from work and slept most of the day, eldon dropped by unexpectedly to return my ipod. then i dozed back off to sleep. woke up around 2-ish then i promised uncle jimmy from this ridiculously cheap camera shop (ask me where, if u need a digi cam) that i would swing by today to pick up my fish-eye lens. I'm such a geek, its not even funny. All this photography stuff gets me excited..haha.
after spending time at uncle jimmy's shop i soon learnt that my fengshui lucky number is 12 and 8. And here i was all along, thinkin that my lucky number was 2. hahahaha...an interesting session of higher wisdom with uncle jimmy. then after i strolled over to HMV to update my rusty ass on some new tunes. So much new music and wonderful rhythms to life. off course i spent a couple of hours there. then my wallet got itchy. but i wasn't gonna pay 24 bucks for a cd. so on the way back home to have dinner, i came across a sembawang music and picked up the New order 'all best singles' album.
off course naturally i'm listening to it right this instant when i'm typing. hehe. but i've reserved a couple of cds to be bought with joanne at HMV, coz she's got the discount card. Speaking of joanne, i seem to have the most pleasant sms convo with her all the time. Shes a person who really knows how to carry a convo and not just leave me hanging or waiting to say something for the sake of replying. engaging i would say. had dinner and now just slacking and blogging hehe...ok well time to upload the new pics... so please leave me a comment, i'd love constructive criticism on my photos. thanks.
bradass at 10/09/2005 07:03:00 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
goal!
today was a pretty decent day at work....got quite a bit done, however i'm still comtemplating the design of my divisional police magazine or should i let an external vendor do it. hmmm. i'm not sure. nevertheless it was a long day at work, then i went to the gym and after that went for a movie with joanne. goal! was awesome, pretty cool soccer movie. The shots of england's cold wave bashed beaches and beautiful greens of the soccer fields were awesome. Plus the english chicks were pretty hott too. lol. But yes, it was a good movie and i wasn't gonna be marooned at home with mr. boredom again since it was a friday evening. Joanne was good company too, highly observant and easy to strike up a convo with. Thanks joanne. anyways, aside from that, tmr is gonna be a long day and hopefully funfilled. so yeap ...gonna go check on my yahoo auction bids for new camera equipment...hahaha...yea yea ...i've become this camera geek now ..i know..but its cool ...you'll thank me when i take a wonderful picture of you..hehe...night and sweetdreams to all you blog readers.
bradass at 10/08/2005 01:15:00 AM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
night shooting with new tripod
felt pretty productive at work today, so got quite a bit done. knocked off a lil earlier than usual so i could go to town and scout for spectacles. Found a couple of options, but nothing really to my liking. Then off course brad had to spend some money since he was in town. So landed up buying a tripod for my camera. off course every photographer needs a tripod, or at least that how i'm tryin to justify my expenditure. went to hang out with amanda at the heeren. She was overjoyed from my gift to her. So thats a good thing. Then met sarah's cousin and his shoe fanatic pals. It was weird to hear dudes talk about shoes like girls. Then came home and decided to try out the new tripod for some awesome night shots. anyways ...its late and i'm tired. so hope u enjoy my night shots and i'm open to any kinda of criticism....night guys.
bradass at 10/06/2005 01:04:00 AM
night shoot oct 5th (click to see)
bradass at 10/06/2005 12:59:00 AM
Monday, October 03, 2005
paracounsellor shoot (click to see)
bradass at 10/03/2005 11:22:00 PM
the silence between
not a word is uttered
the whispers of love have faded
the feelings are dead
i can't seem to find the words to say anything at all
i stare blanky
my heart feels dead inside
or is it even there?
or are the shattered pieces are still everywhere?
a dead silence rings out
time and time i look at you,
but i just cant seem to find the words
not a single word
is this possible?
to be utterly hurt and speechless?
u seem so happy
i wipe my tears and clench my chest and smile
u dont even say anything to me at all
i try to hide behind so many things so you wont see me cry or hurt
and still i choke on my pain and no words come out
all i can do is just stare
will someone please take me away
away from all of this....away from this silence
why has it come to this?
how has it dwindled to this?
this silence...this painful quiet silence....
bradass at 10/03/2005 10:51:00 PM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
hot cross buns
well i was online surfing, and i came across this pic....and i find it to be such eye candy ....anyone for some toasty buns? yummmmy lololol
bradass at 10/02/2005 11:49:00 PM
small world
well this weekend went by rather quick,
had my ritual soup quey teow on sat morning and then off to training in the afternoon. my word! was training tough this weekend, it was ground and pound drills. So had to beat the living shit outta a bag while transitioning into positions. Fuckin tiring and by the third round my lungs nearly wanted to explode and my fists were all torn up. Had a pleasant evening at my neighbour's house, met some cute girls too. then went for a movie, four brothers, which was better than expected. Good action too.
today i woke up and went to have lunch with eldon and pretty much spent my sunday with my cousin which was cool. then came home and godpa made a wicked spam and egg sandwich. then pretty much watched charlie's angels and here i am blogging...lolol
so not a bad weekend at all...pleasant ...oh not to mention i talked to jen ho on the phone ... i miss my jenny...she's a teacher now, so it so weird to hear her refer to her kids and stuff like that. Oh holy smoly, and guess who showed up on television tonight, April Steiner! i went to school with her freshmen year and tonight i was just somehow lazing around after dinner watching some telly and low and behold she was on fear factor! lolol ...talk about a small world...well it was good to see her again and its just a small world after all.
bradass at 10/02/2005 11:32:00 PM
