Sunday, April 23, 2006
i'm feeling mildly disgusted at myself
gahhhh! gag! cough! choke!
i'm kinda feeling a lil grosed out.
i was hit on by some 16 and 17 yr old girls today.
i was at the muay thai tournament supporting my team.
unknowingly i gave off a persona of me being a 18yr old or something
and these 2 girls hit on my and flirted with me and wanted my number!
what the hell!
i'm not a petafile!
however ...somehow or rather, the chi koh peh, nearly came out when i started thinking about giving them my number...one of them had pretty decent boobies. but she was dumb as fuck though.
whats wrong with this picture?
1. do i look teeny boppy?
2. why am i contemplating even flirting back with these kids?
3. are these 2 girls fuckin sluts or what?
4. why do kids these days dress like young adults?
5. is it possible for a teenager to have such big boobs?
GAHHHH!!!! choke! gag! gahhhh! what the hell!!!!!!
bradass at 4/23/2006 01:32:00 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
colours, textures and silhouettes
was at the old Police Academy for a soccer match, decided to shoot some abstract shots...enjoy
bradass at 4/22/2006 01:49:00 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
sean's 21st bday (at MOS)
bradass at 4/18/2006 12:44:00 AM
sean's 21st bday (Part 2)
bradass at 4/18/2006 12:00:00 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
life
its such a complicated affair
its like heaven sometimes
but it can scar you and cut u deep
how can it be a good thing?
its a fragile situation that i can't even comprehend
its not easy to find the right person
i dont even know where or how to begin
just have to roll with the punches
life itself is such a dilemma filled with superficiality and opinions
expectations are the worst sometimes
espcially when people dissapoint
what happens in the end?
harsh realities of life i'm faced with
good things never last
and bad things always seem to take its toll harder
complicated factors to an equation of life
what is right? what is wrong?
should we conform to standards or social norms?
selfishness or self scarifice?
maybe i think to much about the things around me
but if i dont think about it
i become cold and it looses it's meaning
i'm not perfect
bradass at 4/17/2006 12:56:00 AM
happy bday sean and maddie
its the day after sean's bday party
cool night tonight
i'm in the mood for reminising
frou frou is singing and i'm thinking of so many things tonight
had a bad hangover today from the crazy night of drinkin and partyin at MOS
special thanks to the people who helped me and took care of me, THANK YOU GUYS!
-people who count-
i stood in the middle of the room.
slightly intoxicated by the drinks
drowning in the atmosphere of smiles, laughter and social interactions
everything seemed to be in motion except me
i realised that it isn't so much about having so many people around me
but more so the important people who count
the people i would call my close friends
it was a lovely night of just spending time with sean and the rest at the hotel for dinner. very small and quaint. i loved it.
-making sense of a crazy night-
drinkin till i couldn't stand and had to be carried outta the night club was a little overkill
i shouldn't have drank so much
nevertheless it was surreal
a room filled with diff people
people emotionally distraught
people who were enjoying
people who were drinking
ill intentioned people
people who try to hard
genuwine people
however i find this peace in my interactions with the various genres of personalities
it was lovely
i'm grateful to have found such good friends
but i'm not drinkin so much next time
bradass at 4/17/2006 12:36:00 AM
sean's 21st bday (click to see)
bradass at 4/17/2006 12:23:00 AM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
sean's bday pics
coming soon people....
bradass at 4/16/2006 06:12:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
sway lahhhh!
kan ni nah !
i'm irritated
a series of unfortunate events today
first - i dropped my phone
second - eldon had a flat (no big deal)
third - i dropped my phone again! now theres a dent in my black phone! fuck la
its irritating coz everytime i look at my phone, i'm reminded of my careless-ness
so dam irritating !
garrrr!
bradass at 4/12/2006 01:29:00 AM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
a quiet day
another late night at work
just got home
somehow today has been a lonely and quiet day..
hmm..
but kinda nice, coz i'm undisturbed and i've got this peaceful feeling around me
its nice..
well another long day gone by..
somehow my mind wonders into the silence and emptiness
so much to be thankful for.
so much to do and so many ideas about everything around me
anyhow, as busy as my day has been, its time to rest ...another day gone by
thinkin about the people i dont see anymore..oh well
night guys
bradass at 4/04/2006 02:39:00 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
goodbye
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
bradass at 4/01/2006 04:41:00 AM
