Wednesday, May 31, 2006
an early wed
well today i went to the doctor's for a mri scan ...not too bad
he said i severely sprained my ligament ..so its not to bad ..will be up and running in a couple of weeks.
got back home around 3.45pm ...so its nice to be home early
doing some laundry now...anyhow i feel kinda sad for my sec sch friend..
coz his gf broke up with him for silly reasons ...
hmmmm kinda reminds me of my ex.....it fcukin blows.
all the good people always get fcuked over
anyhow just some simple thoughts to share ..coz i dont feel like typing too much
-contemplation of feelings
-i like her ...but i doubt she likes me
-she seems like such a busy person who wouldn't bother about a simpleton like me
-ebuzz meeting on mon
-plans this weekend?
-bintan trip is in order! can't wait till july
-bad convo last night
-reggae is my rhythm
-feel like dancing
-i wanna laze in my boardshorts under the sun
-hair is growing...mohawk?
-return dvds
-some girls are so full of shit
-i hate the freeloaders...people who use others
-i miss my dog
-i want a great dane
bradass at 5/31/2006 04:42:00 PM
irritated
why do i even bother?
bradass at 5/31/2006 07:53:00 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
no woman no cry
i'm listening to Bob Marley - no woman no cry
i miss home, and i miss my family and friends in AZ
sigh...but i can't complain
life is good
bradass at 5/29/2006 10:51:00 PM
Eldon's 21st Pirate and Ho Birthday party Part 2 of 3
can you say ...more pics ..muahaha
bradass at 5/29/2006 12:15:00 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Eldon's 21st Pirate and Ho Birthday party Part 1 of 3
Here are some of the party photos...will post more when i get the chance...
enjoy..
bradass at 5/24/2006 05:16:00 PM
tired
the heart rejoices and is glad ....but the mind is confused and feels tormented...
so many things to consider and ponder upon ...i want to sleep ...sleep an eternal slumber ...so i will not have to bother about these things anymore ..
bradass at 5/24/2006 01:21:00 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
a preview
oh guess what...i've found my camera cable
so now i can upload my pics ...muahahaha
but you know what ..i'm feeling lazy ...so i'm gonna take me sweet fcukin time to
edit and post the pics....but just to tease y'all ...here's a preview of what is to come ...hahahaha
eldon's 21st "Pirate and Ho" birthday party
bradass at 5/23/2006 12:47:00 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
its clearer
well today is my cousin's bday
so a celebration is in order
and my humble abode is the venue...
need to get somethings in order before the follow proceeds..
it will be an interesting event of social dismay within 4 walls
i'm not feelin too fantastic physically, knee hurts ...stomach is upside down
so tonight will be a night of silent observation on my part...
slept rather late last night ...and yet i can't seem to have proper slumber ....
somehow i toss and turn constantly, talked to amanda last night..she is a good comfort to talk too...got somethings clarified today...i'm glad...
thanks amanda ...you're an angel..
well hopefull my day will go well ...and we shall see how tonight goes...
bradass at 5/20/2006 08:09:00 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
quickees
- i dun like girls who are into themselves, just because they know they look good
- everybody wants to rule the world
- with or without you....i can't live
- guinness is my best friend
- i love my new headphones
- should i follow my heart or follow my mind
- really now? what is the right thing to do?
- i like those black pointy shoes ...dam
- so much to do so lil time, i need a sense of urgency
- shit! need to return dvds to video ezy
- i want a hug
bradass at 5/18/2006 01:25:00 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i'm bored
bored! haha...sorry
bradass at 5/17/2006 12:45:00 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
bootylicious mood
i'm in a booty mood ....i want a gf who'll wear hot pink booty undies !
gahhhh! drool! gahhh!
bradass at 5/15/2006 11:12:00 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
the broken hearts around me
it hurts me to see you this way
somehow i see my pain in you
its this gut wrenching sick feeling deep within
a horrid feeling that wont leave u alone
running doesn't help ....drinking doesn't wash its pain
somehow your engulfed in the miserable memory of that person
so much of me wishes i could take your pain away
why does brokeness befall the undeserving?
how does one fall into the trap of being the victim?
victimized by what once was the joy of their life
now the sweet flowers you hold in your hands have turn into rot and is no more..
your hands are stained...and that stain is a constant reminder of the happiness that once was...
it is unfair ...i know
and i wish i could change that ...
i close my eyes tightly and ask god to give me the strength
the strength to carry on ...the strength to be strong for my broken friends
although i'm reminded of the pain again, i feel unchained..and i've moved on
how i wish this feeling of freedom for you
but until you feel better, and the tears stop falling...
i'll be right by your side, to help you..
please feel better...
bradass at 5/14/2006 11:28:00 AM
inner beng
hard hittin techno, exciting racing, quick shifting, awesome drifting, ah lians watching ....how can i not be addicted! hehehe
i think the beng in me, is coming out ...jeez...
wooo max tune 2 rocks !
bradass at 5/14/2006 01:27:00 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
local god
"i feel like a local god when i'm with the boyz!" - everclear
bradass at 5/13/2006 01:19:00 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
a sad goodbye
tonight was heart felt
my commander of my division has step down ...and tonight was his farewell dinner
i will miss him..truly ...
he's a good man ...a good leader...and a fatherly figure...
he's not quick to scold you if a mistake is made...but he's willing to help and guide you along ...
people wont understand how me and the officers under him feel ...coz its a connection deeper than just "yes sir" or "good morning sir"
i sincerely pray that god will help this man along and keep him safe
the kind of leader that would step in the battlefield first and be the last to leave...i'm truly touched by him
so i hope he does well in his future endeavers ...and god bless SUPT Oh Kay Chye
bradass at 5/12/2006 12:16:00 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
people around
broken hearts linger around me
i'm fortified
but yet thru this fortress of broken pieces from within ...
i peer thru the holes and see tears
the tears aren't mine, but of others
i weap from within...
why are breakups so hard and painful...
will i ever let the flood gates down and love again?
i dunno...guarded i shall stay ...till someone beautiful arrives
but until then i will do what i must and help what i can
there's beauty and magnificence in others things in life...enjoy it
bradass at 5/07/2006 05:45:00 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
beauty
life somehow finds a way to always pan itself out
anger subsides to guilt or remorse
tears evaporate to smiles and joy
blame fades into explainations and reason
blissfulness awakes into busy directions of life
somehow it magically always pans out
its beautiful
somehow we tend to neglect that beauty and take things for granted
what has always been there, is unseen.
and when that fades away or leaves, we notice, and long for it.
cheerish everything...savour everything...
not all good things last.....
bradass at 5/05/2006 06:37:00 PM
sick
sniffle...i'm sick and it sucks
bradass at 5/05/2006 04:27:00 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
rest
long weekend is over
but it was nice to rest
bradass at 5/02/2006 02:15:00 AM
