Tuesday, September 26, 2006

my mood

i feel elevated

fantastic plastic machine is making my day....no its making my week
awesome music ...awesome beatz...smooth sound

feel like dancing ...feel good...feel acomplished...feel like i can take on the world
feel joy...feel goal orientated

bradass at 9/26/2006 12:04:00 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

quick thoughts

- bluetooth jabra is cool
- i miss rollin wit the boys
- 2 more months baby!
- viva las vegas (i hope i win at the rollete tables)
- need to meet up with vivian
- why do i feel like dancing? mambo? butter fac? momo? yes please
- its awesome to see old faces
- dad is cool
- hallelujah ! imf is over
- i miss maine

goodnight ladies and gents

bradass at 9/25/2006 11:58:00 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

smooth sounds

pm dawn - set adrift on memory bliss

just wanna be alone now ....

bradass at 9/20/2006 10:49:00 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

retarded

i'm suddenly in the mood for mozart

listening to classical music right now....brings out so much peaceful emotion

i dunnno why ...

i'm retarded today

bradass at 9/19/2006 11:17:00 AM

Monday, September 18, 2006

99 problems

i got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

bradass at 9/18/2006 12:42:00 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

thought

its funny, how its always a friend's birthday everyday.

bradass at 9/17/2006 10:37:00 AM

Friday, September 15, 2006

it doesn't rain ..it pours

today was a tough day
i was in my office doing some paperwork, only to hear and discover one of my colleagues bursting into hysterical crying.
for a good half hour, she kept crying.
it was an awkward situation, i didn't know what to say, i didn't know where to start.
her husband was on his way to pick her up.

i had to get to get him into the station. security reasons.
(inside the lift)
husband: is she ok?
me: ermm..no sir, she's pretty upset now
husband: yea, i had to tell her some bad news
me: sorry to hear sir (thinkin a death in the family)
husband: nah, its ok. i'll take care of her.

an hour later after his arrival, she started to calm down.
and she sat me and my sir down, explaining how her husband has serious cancer.

my heart dropped. i couldn't look into his eyes, the eyes of a dying man.
i gave my condolences and my heart was suddenly coated in misery and sadness.
she's married, no kids, good life, loving husband.
but when he goes, she'll be a lonely widow.

why? why does life have to be so unfair. the rapists run the streets, the gangsters and murders remain free, the petafiles and child abusers roam. and the good people die, and the undeserving are punished by cancer. why?

its so unjustified...unfair...confusing
i'm feelin down tonight.....

why.

bradass at 9/15/2006 12:07:00 AM

Monday, September 11, 2006

a tribute

what once was, is no more.
a tribute to the fallen and forgotten
i will always remember 9/11/2001










bradass at 9/11/2006 09:08:00 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

lickin my wounds

well today was fight day @ expo...
pretty much had butterflies in my stomach coz i was nervous to fight infront of so many people...
but it turned out to be ok.
i won by default ...which i feel isn't very justified..
i kicked him till he couldn't stand or get up. but it wasn't a glorified knock out or submission. so i'm kinda sad about that. however pleased that i won i guess.
anyhow i'll post more of my fight pics soon. but until then ..i'm lickin my wounds

props to my teammates and my trainer darren(black tee and shorts)!
team fight-g rules.

bradass at 9/10/2006 11:35:00 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

butterflies in my stomach

well sunday is coming...
and i've got butterflies in my stomach.
a lil nervous and excited all together.
i've got an exhibition match this sunday at expo.
i'm suppose to promote the mixed martial arts scene in singapore apparently.
so hopefully i do well and dont get my ass kicked.
gosh.


*pain is weakness leaving the body*
so gimme pain and lets bring on the violence...

bradass at 9/07/2006 12:35:00 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006

spontaneous decisions

(chai's house)

Chai: hey we should go over to JB and hangout with Janice
Eldon: yea lets do it
Brad: Sure
Chai: ok we'll get the passports

(2 hours later)- in JB hanging out with Janice

you gotta love spontaneity, a lovely 300 ringit dinner for 6 people.
includes a freakin delicious steamboat with freshly sliced beef and pork innings and everything. a freak load of cooked dishes. its awesome. i'm well satified. tonight my belly is happy...

bradass at 9/04/2006 03:04:00 AM