Tuesday, August 23, 2005
mom took a shit...and i came out !
That time of the year has arrived again.
I don’t know whether I was ready or not. But nature had to take its course and force me to move on. I had to part with my wonderful mommy and be on my own. So on the morning of the 28th Aug. I was born.
It’s so funny how some people have so many different opinions about the importance or insignificance of a birthday. In my life, I’ve come across people who don’t bother about birthdays, and the exact opposite of that. To think that I was born into this world, to learn and experience things, Heartbreaks, love, joys, friends, things, relationships and family. I have no idea how to spend it. Should I make a big deal and go out to celebrate? I’ve always viewed my birthday as just sitting at home and cuddling with the person I love most. Last year was my 21st, hence I got sloshed hammered. But she came over the next day to hang out with me and cuddle. This year, I don’t have anyone anymore. So I’m thinking of doing something fun instead of sentimental. (akon – Mr.lonely)
Its working out to my advantage that I’ll be on sentosa, beach that very day. (charity run, 10 km) It’ll be great I guess. There are few things that bring me close to my inner peace, and the beach is one of them. However, do I wanna spend my entire day at the beach? It’ll be like every other Sunday to me. Sheesh! I have no idea.
I wish I had my old buddies from the states with me. Trav.c would wanna go to dos gringos with greg and the boys to get hammered. Trav.s would be there too. Charlie would wanna go to the strip club. Yujin would wanna go to axis with the Taiwanese chicks. Kyle would wanna smoke up so much that I’ll be high all day long. Andrew would wanna smoke then go eat at in and out! Kristen would be all cutey pie and giving her asian lover boy (me) a kiss kiss on the cheek. Sany would be talking about how old we’ve all become coz I’ve known her and trav.s since we were in freshmen college. Jeff would be calmly and cooly pleased with being at the party. Pam would be so busy helping my mom in the kitchen or helping out somehow. Holly would have her chick-a-dee pals over to keep her company. Jen would throw a surprise bday party for me. My parents would be exstatic that their son is now a 22 year old man. Sigh.
Well my dad is coming next week, so I’m really excited. Talk to holly on the phone last night, had some fluke timing too. She was getting ready to go to her first day of school, coz the semester is starting for her too. It was great, I miss my lil sis. It was just awesome goofing on the phone with her. Dad called me later on and we had the usual “fuck this and that” conversation. Some people even thought I was talking to my best friend on the phone. Haha. But yes, I’ll probably be taking leave next week so I can hang out with my dad. It’ll be cool. Plus I think he’s gonna spot me some for a new DSLR!!! So if I do get the cam, there’s gonna be a lot more pictures, coz I wanna brush up my photography skills. Sweet…..
bradass at 8/23/2005 10:19:00 PM