Friday, January 27, 2006
the irony of my fortune..haha
bradass at 1/27/2006 09:00:00 PM
contented
limpeh is contented tonight
i finally have a stable connection to my laptop....
its secure and wireless....so i can check my email when i'm taking a shit if i wanted too....haha
plus i've labelled my network..."fuckoff" so all those assholes tryin to steal my network won't have a chance muahahah
anyhow ...aside from that...its starting to look sharper and better now ...coz i've got internet ...sound system....yes! my pad is coming together slowly ! wee!
bradass at 1/27/2006 08:34:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
it seeps back in
third eye blind - how's it going to be
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in swings empty
Don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it going to be
When it goes down
How's it going to be
When you're not around
How's it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
And how's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion
How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
bradass at 1/25/2006 11:37:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Happy red packet day !
i'm gonna make this quick...coz the connection is stolen...new place ...so no internet yet ..lolol
well its been great since i've moved into the new place...
its relaxing and nice to come home to a place i can call home
waiting to get my comfy mattress on wed...then i can get off the couch and sleep in comfort
weee! well aside from that ...this place needs alot of work and such ...so slowly trying to get this place together...slowly but surely..
CNY is just around the corner ..so happy chinese new year to all and gong xi fa cai !
hope the joy of the red packets befall everyone ! wee !
bradass at 1/24/2006 11:21:00 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
transitions
spending too much money too quickly..
the new place requires so much attention
but hopefully with the right choices, the place will come out ok..
thanks euge for shoppin with me to get the bed mattress, washing machine and other major appliances. it was your memory of steel that helped me remember where all the good bargains were...thanks babe !
anyhow today is sunday morn,
time to pack everything and finally do the move....i hate my life...so many transitions and moves. i'm sick of it, i'd like to settle in soon. sigh...
bradass at 1/22/2006 09:43:00 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
the tranquil lounge looses its virginity
a special thank u too
amanda and jia hao for the wonderful kopitiam cups....i love them so much ...can u say perfect gift
eldon, song, chai, desmond, sundeep for comin over to chill and relax...
ken also coz although it was late he still showed to hang..
thanks guys for coming over to hang out and break the house in.
its awesome to chill and talk cock....truly enjoyable
so those that have missed the pre-house warming ...i shall see u guys soon
bradass at 1/21/2006 05:37:00 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
the fear of you
why is there this fear?
the fear of seeing you again
the fear of being hurt again
so many times when i'm in the open, i'm somehow wary of that fear
the fear of you
how i wish i was 12,000 miles away again, so i wouldn't have to fear seeing you
it breaks me down from time to time
i can still feel that lingering sadness sometimes
why am i so fearful of loving again
i understand that having love is the most wonderful thing ever
but the fear of loving makes me retract my hand from anyone close
maybe its best to be alone for the rest of my life
but so much of me wants to share the happiness with someone ...
then i'm reminded....of that fear
bradass at 1/19/2006 11:33:00 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
SPLASH! (click to see)
today was the echo esports carnival...and i was official photographer of the day! ...got some awesome action photos...so i'll share some good ones with y'all...i like the ones of the officers slipping on their asses ...hahah its great....unfortunately i'm sunburnt and tired...so i'm gonna turn in tonight ....sweet dreams peeps...
bradass at 1/18/2006 12:39:00 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
the tranquil lounge (click to see)
being the proud owner of a new home....i now have a couch of death II ...coz the couch of death part 1 is at sean's ...however ...i liked how eldon quoted " dude your lounge is relaxing, the music, the couch...its a tranquil lounge." so hence i've adopted the term tranquil lounge for my living room lolol...thanks el..
bradass at 1/15/2006 10:55:00 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
my new rank (click to see)
bradass at 1/14/2006 01:35:00 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
a lonely morning
its 7.30am now, i can't sleep anymore. i dozed off at 9 or 10pm last night. so i feel extremely well rested. woke up this morning to surf on the net and checked out camera stuff as usual. somehow, my wandering mind strolled into a couple of websites that i should never visit. and sorefully reminded of her again. how i wish i could escape her. its been exactly 1 year 10 days since she broke my heart. and i'm pushing on and further away from her. its good that i'm not feeling as broken as before.
however i can def tell, that its still a tender issue. so here i am all alone in my room, at the break of day, blogging about my ex and listening to some lonely ballad, on a public holiday....yes ...it has dwindled to this. how sad.
some thoughts...
the sun pears thru my windows...
the song echos of lost loves and lonely days
my heart no longer feels the joy it use too
the tears have dried up
i stare blankly out into the nothingness
not a feeling of joy comes to mind
just the lingering memory of the sweet kisses we use to share, remain.
i'm numb to the pain
the light uncovers more of my room
its so empty
so cold
so quiet
no snores of cuteness
no cuddles of love
just bare
my chest tightens up,
its hard to breathe
and yet the tears still dont come
i stare on...into the emptiness
bradass at 1/10/2006 07:25:00 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
Northstar pics (click to see)
bradass at 1/09/2006 07:52:00 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
color series (click to see)
the original photo is on the left...
bradass at 1/07/2006 02:06:00 AM
shes got spunk
still jet lagged, so i took a nap at 5pm in station. woke up at 9pm and went home. then han called me for coffee at starbucks in town. so since i didn't have much to do. i had a cup of java. and at the starbucks i saw this girl with a blonde mohawk...and i fell in love.
i love a girl with spunk and attitude...someone zestful and refreshing...it was awesome to see that tonight...i should've strolled up for a number...oh well...haha
if u have one of these ....u may skip the gf application....just marry me already ! lolol
bradass at 1/07/2006 01:09:00 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
anti-pesto to the rescue!
today was a tiring day, had so much to do at work, then hurried off for training and shortly after i rushed off to plaza sing for a movie with eldo, sean and sid. Wallace and Gromit are so cool...and so adorably cute. The maker's of the claymation series are geniuses!! the ideas behind the movie and the cute ideas and gimmicks make the movie so enjoyable..and with a touch of english humor...its a must see!!!
such simple pleasures...i love it...
bradass at 1/05/2006 11:36:00 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
happy 2006
well i'd like to take the time to thank everyone for being such good friends and pals. for hanging out and being there for me. its been an awesome and refreshing 2005 for me. and i hope 2006 will be fun-filled and exciting as well. so i i'd like to wish everyone an awesome 2006 and that we shall spend this new year wisely and make it better than the last ! CHEERS !
HAPPY NEW YEARS!
bradass at 1/04/2006 02:24:00 AM
beef jerky, guns and the boys...good ol' Arizona white trash time ! (click to see)
well before leaving home to fly back ....on the last day ...me and the boys decided to bring out our toys and do some good ol' fashion backyard shootin'. so we humped it out to table mesa mountains and brought some beef jerky and our guns .....kaboom baby !
bradass at 1/04/2006 02:16:00 AM
