Monday, February 27, 2006
a letter to god
dear jesus,
grant me the ignorance to not bother about the hurtful things in my life
let me forget the pass
and "try" to forgive those that have wronged me.
i'm no angel, and that u know...
but no matter how fallen i have become...
i want u to know ...that ur still my god..and nothing changes that...
sometimes i think and wish for a diff life, sometimes i wish it would never be any diff from the way it has been.
fickle my mind has become...but ur the one thing in my life that remains pure and true...
day by day, time passes by...and colder my heart grows...
i search for that meaning, that zest in life! that beauty in things...
where has it gone?
let me find that peace once again...the peace to enjoy every single thing in my life and maybe to be able to love again....
but until that day that i see your light pear thru this turmoiled life
undo this silent pain and grant me ignorance...
sincerely,
me
bradass at 2/27/2006 01:07:00 AM
island life
bradass at 2/27/2006 12:24:00 AM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
the love hate relationship
once again my nokia phone has given way ...what the hell
i love the dam nokia phones, however ...this is the second time in a period of 4 months that i have to go service the dam thing ...what the hell!
anyways ...god is good ...and he allowed me to stumble across the a free nokia phone ...no color no cam...so i'm using that as spare for now ...not bad eh ! so i guess, getting absolutely hammered with ken and chai turned out to be beneficial to my handphone status...however ..if u call me and i ask who the hell you are....its coz i lost your contact ! sorry...my blood boils with frustration ...sighhh
bradass at 2/19/2006 10:56:00 AM
the love hate relationship
once again my nokia phone has given way ...what the hell
i love the dam nokia phones, however ...this is the second time in a period of 4 months that i have to go service the dam thing ...what the hell!
anyways ...god is good ...and he allowed me to stumble across the a free nokia phone ...no color no cam...so i'm using that as spare for now ...not bad eh ! so i guess, getting absolutely hammered with ken and chai turned out to be beneficial to my handphone status...however ..if u call me and i ask who the hell you are....its coz i lost your contact ! sorry...my blood boils with frustration ...sighhh
bradass at 2/19/2006 10:56:00 AM
studio shots
bradass at 2/19/2006 04:36:00 AM
possible wife?
was the official photographer at my police dinner & dance and i took a photo with the hott MC that hosted our event.
bradass at 2/19/2006 04:31:00 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
high fidelity therapy
well vday is pretty much over ...thank god
its like a whole entire day dedicated to hi-light the fact that i'm miserably lonely...so i followed maxim's advice and rented high fidelity which is an awesome movie ! and i'm inspired to write this
top 5 things i liked about her
1. her eyes, her piercing brown eyes
2. her softness
3. her sweet sweet sincere kisses
4. the way she hugged me
5. her maturity and selfless care for me
top 5 things why i'm glad i'm alone
1. coz i would never want to get my heart wrenched out ever
2. peace and quiet seems nice
3. less complications
4. financially easier
5. time saving
top 5 things i wanna do before the end of this year
1. get one of my photos published
2. learn how to dive
3. go to thailand or aussie
4. make more close friends
5. let go of the pain
bradass at 2/15/2006 03:17:00 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
sexy series (male edition)
bradass at 2/13/2006 08:52:00 PM
her sexy eyes
a dedication to amanda
bradass at 2/13/2006 02:29:00 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
some words of gratefulness
well last night was my house warming, i've posted some photos for everyone to share..
twas a lovely night of chill relaxation. thank you all for coming.
special thanks.
ming - thanks for the poster, you'll see it on the walls soon
dom and christine - thank u for the greenday cd, you're the shit bro
rachel - your finger food was delicious! i'm amazed u cooked so well.
ken - for the japanese cake, will eat it soon
jon and oli - for the super sweet treat of apple struddles
eldon - for the tiger cards
amanda and jiahow - for the yeo's cups that everyone drank out off ! hehe
chai - sheesha king, stayin over and helping clean up
sean - everyone missed u! you were not forgotten! WILL HAVE A GET TOGETHER AGAIN AT MY PLACE FOR YOU WHEN U COME BACK !
everyone - for showing up and bringing drinks and a fuckin good time
bradass at 2/12/2006 12:34:00 PM
housewarming (click to see)
bradass at 2/12/2006 12:27:00 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
a hint of a new series of portraits
just did some shots with my photographer friend ...so i'll be posting a full series soon ....i think i'll call it the sexy series ..hmm...well i love making people look good ! wee !
bradass at 2/11/2006 11:11:00 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
an invitation
bradass at 2/09/2006 11:45:00 PM
gratitude
when u left ....u broke me
i had no one ...and no one to hold me ...
i miss u ...but i would never want to be with you ..
its such a weird feeling ...i guess i will always have a special spot for you
but in the end ...i can never bear to be with you again ..for all the hurt you've put me through...
and so i shall bury the memory of you
i'm glad to be where i am today
i'm thankful for the people around me and the people who have been there for me
i would never be where i am today without the care and love everyone has shown me
i'm grateful tonight
bradass at 2/09/2006 11:39:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
the view (version 2)
decided to bring out the colors ...hmmm...well gimme your opinions
bradass at 2/08/2006 01:12:00 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
songs that stir my emotions
maroon 5 - sunday morning
" That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave "
texas - say what you want
"Well, you can say what you want
But it won't change my mind
I'll feel the same about you
And you can tell me your reasons
But it won't change my feelings
I'll feel the same about you "
justin timberlake - cry me a river
"You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river"
Dashboard Confessional - rapid hope loss
"You've come to say you want it all,
but I can't say I blame you now.
Sometimes you got to fall before you're found out.
Well thanks, thanks for waiting this long to show yourself, to show yourself
Because now that I can see you,
I don't think you're worth a second glance."
dishwalla - angels or devils
"I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold"
r.kelly - if i could turn back the hands of time
"How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day
And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more
Ever since you closed the door
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darlin' you, you'd still be mine"
Craig David - Walking away
"I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away"
feeder - high
"I'm going out for a while
So I can get high with my friends
I will
I'm going out for a while
Don't wait up cause I won't be home
Today"
bradass at 2/07/2006 07:23:00 PM
a view from a window
bradass at 2/07/2006 07:32:00 AM
for hire
well valentines day is comin up ...and i dont have anyone to spend it with ...
so i'm selling myself for company on vday
Male geisha for hire !
One night performance on the 14th of Feb
First come first serve basis.
sigh. oh well. it has come down to this lol
contact me via guestbook for bookings
thanks people
bradass at 2/07/2006 02:31:00 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
post CNY
well in the spirit of CNY ...a big Gong Xi Fai Cai to everyone !
CNY has been good so far. got quite a bit of house visits done. and even squeeze a round of gambling at my new house, which was pretty awesome. took an awesome jump shot of the cousins! and bought myself a new photoshop editting book, recommended by my professional photographer friend. so i tried out some new skills on the photo. hope you guys like it ! hehe
bradass at 2/02/2006 02:52:00 AM
CNY pic of cousins (click to see)
bradass at 2/02/2006 02:49:00 AM
