Thursday, March 30, 2006
quick thinks
things that are irritating me now
- my knee, kinda strained it during training
- fuckin freeloaders
- people with unreputable intentions (i fuckin see right thru your ass)
- shallowness
- bochup-ness and always complaining (if it irritates u or irks u, fuckin do something about it...dont be a fuckin bum. your complaints are heard only by the deaf, your desires can only be fulfilled by your actions that u take...less talk, more do!)
- proper sleep, i want to have a good snooze
- my hair, feel like shaving it all off
- people who only care about themselves, (dont expect me to help you if u just have intentions of lining your own pockets and desires...my restless help is only dispensed to the sincere)
things that make me smile and gleam with joy
- sincerity
- a kind heart (like people who give up their seats to old people on the train)
- thoughtfulness (when was the last time u said hi to someone u haven't talked too)
- the thought of going wakeboarding again
- my wall of memories brings me reminising joy
questions/thoughts to ponder over
- commitment?
- should i be more direct with the assholes that irritate me?
- how do i be more diplomatically correct?
- i need to sms people i miss
- need to kick my laziness
bradass at 3/30/2006 11:18:00 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
project completed
i'm official exhausted !
my wall project is complete ..muahaha
so every come visit and come see! your photo might be up there!
will throw a get together soon ..hehe
bradass at 3/29/2006 10:24:00 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
weirdo
wow, woke up with a weird feeling today, couldn't sleep till 1.30am last night, sucks
weird dream - i dreamt i got married to a philipino maid, she wasn't anything fantastic or anything fancy. just like any other philipino maid. but somehow or rather everyone was making fun of me and my wife. oh and not to mention there was a part in my dream, where my parents walked in on me and her having sex. so dam weird gahhhh...
bradass at 3/28/2006 07:48:00 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
new found love
i went wakeboarding today
1st round - couldn't get up, drank a shit load of salt water
2nd round - managed to get the hang of it, cruised a lil
now - forearms feel like jelly and i'm sunburnt
was it worth it? hell yea!!!
bradass at 3/25/2006 04:26:00 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
silent wonders
after dinner, i took the train home.
i came down the escalator to wait at the bus stop...
she wore a cute denim skirt, a simple black tee shirt, my fav silver hoop earrings, and very cute and shiny turqoise shoes..
she was as plain and as normal as can be...
something drew me into her...i suddenly found myself starring at this girl
she was sweet, cute, and had the girl next door look..
it was everything i liked...
she was with a group of friends...
then she spoke...
she spoke to her friends in sign language...
she was mute...my mind wondered into the many possibilities of being with this girl and whether it would work? ...there would be so many barriers and difficulties...i would have to learn sign lang...and it would be hard for her to just utter the simple words of i love you to me....
somehow apart of me hopes to be with someone like that...someone to make me care more and really take the time out to love a person...
to do the simple things for love...to love a person so much ...that even physical incapabilities didn't matter....cold my heart has grown...spoilt and oblivious to the world my mind has become...i wished to be humbled by something or someone...
then my bus came ...i alighted and soon she was a figment of my memory...
bradass at 3/20/2006 01:34:00 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
v for very fuckin good movie!
Remember remember the fifth of November,
the gunpowder treason and plot,
for I know no reason that gunpowder treason should ever be forgot.
i give v for vendetta a 2 thumbs up! its been awhile since i've watched an awesome action movie with good storyline...its a must watch
bradass at 3/19/2006 04:04:00 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
4SE boyz
my sec school classmates weee!
bradass at 3/18/2006 02:19:00 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
how bout eating chicken rice for the rest of your life!!!
it is widely saddening to see couples and people failing to have a sense of adventure.
call it lack of courage if u may. but its sad to see people returning to their Ex gfs and bfs for the sake of having someone. with such an introverted chinese society, made up of dota playing adults and hopeless idiots. its saddens me to watch how couples are being together for the sake of being together.
maybe its coz people are just to lazy to go out and find someone new to love and discover. maybe its the fear of never finding someone else, that makes us crawl back into the past. or the easy-bility of just getting together with an ex for the sake of being with someone. its sad. and its a vicious cycle. oh well....not much i can do, but stand here and watch the silly-ness carry on. haha
bradass at 3/15/2006 02:36:00 AM
aching weekend
well after coming back from a very tiring trip to mt. ophir, and taking my ippt, i'm officially tired and my entire body is aching.
ophir - it was great, it was def more than i expected. with plenty of climbing and finding myself on all fours, clasping for dear life to roots, branches and everything else. it was an experience to remember for life. nevertheless, i did enjoy my journey through nature, pretty proud that i climbed all the way to the summit (4500 ft).
ippt - i passed, and i think i may get a silver award. sprinted thru my 2.4km run and completed it in 9 mins 30 sec. the most tiring 9 mins of my life. one step closer to ORD-ing. ORD loh!
bradass at 3/15/2006 02:29:00 AM
Monday, March 13, 2006
1276m above ground
here are some of the pics i took on my ophir expedition,
will post more stuff later...really tired now ..but enjoy the pics peeps
bradass at 3/13/2006 01:07:00 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
my midnight snack
yum yum yum.........when ur hungry and u know ....clap your hands !!!
bradass at 3/08/2006 11:38:00 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
the panel of 97'
THE PANEL OF 1997
well last night was a pretty good night ! all the old boys came over to hang and chill. off course it was a complete swan-ing session of jianwu and colin's new gf. but nevertheless was a very good night with plenty of fun filled memories of the past and talking about our old school teachers and catching up on everything ...took some pics too!
St. Andrews - Men of grace and polish ...yeaaaa right ! hahaha
bradass at 3/04/2006 12:15:00 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
mirrors
today i learnt something new and morbid
when ur life passes before your eyes
30% of your memories will be images of yourself in the mirror
so before i pass on i think i should make all my friends and loved ones stand next to me infront of a mirror ..so i'll always remember u....
i wonder who would come to my funeral ? whether i'd bury my body in singapore or arizona? will people cry for me? will people laugh and say "fuck you" when i die?
makes me wonder...
bradass at 3/02/2006 01:30:00 AM
