Tuesday, November 08, 2005
overjoyed by someone's joy
well today was a pretty awesome day
woke up late and had to cab it to work. then at work i cleared quite a bit of stuff. so i'm glad i was pretty productive. went to work out, coz i've accquired a pretty comprehensive workout plan. so i think i did bout 12 diff exercises today. so my body is already kinda aching. haha. then made my way to united square and bought some supplies at cold storage. bought a salad for dinner and a couple of things for home and work. its kinda nice being alone and doing my marketing by myself and just being independent and not relying on anyone. made my way home and now i'm blogging with a granola bar (strawberry yogurt coated). i love strawberries, yummy! i even bought strawberry yogurt juice. haha. sweet tooth is in action tonight.
however as solemly happy that i'm by my lonesome tonight, i'm overjoyed with someone's happiness. One of my friends called me tonight and told me she has found love again. i'm so overjoyed for her. i shant disclose any names so there wont be any hidden politics flying around. however i think out of all the people that deserve a good boyfriend, she does! and i'm so glad that she's found love again. its amazing! it nearly gives me hope and elevates my broken feeling. she talked about his loving sms-s that he's been sending all day. and it gave me tiggles. i wish i had that. its not something you can buy, or something that u can pick up at cold storage, or something u can plan for. it just happens. i'm so happy for her. how i wish i could have those feelings again. i think love is the most magnificent feeling in the world. it doesn't discriminate. it makes us smile when we're sad. its the most comforting feeling that someone loves you even if you've had the shitty-est day ever. no one can steal love from you. its the best feeling ever. so much of me despises the feeling of love sometimes, becoz of what she did to me. but just today, i'm truly happy. anyhow i shall end this off on a good foot and retire coz my body is gonna be sore as shit tomorrow from my workout. haha..sighh...good night world and blessed are the loved!
bradass at 11/08/2005 09:55:00 PM