Thursday, January 19, 2006
the fear of you
why is there this fear?
the fear of seeing you again
the fear of being hurt again
so many times when i'm in the open, i'm somehow wary of that fear
the fear of you
how i wish i was 12,000 miles away again, so i wouldn't have to fear seeing you
it breaks me down from time to time
i can still feel that lingering sadness sometimes
why am i so fearful of loving again
i understand that having love is the most wonderful thing ever
but the fear of loving makes me retract my hand from anyone close
maybe its best to be alone for the rest of my life
but so much of me wants to share the happiness with someone ...
then i'm reminded....of that fear
bradass at 1/19/2006 11:33:00 PM