Saturday, June 03, 2006
thoughts of saturday
how could i have been so blind...
is it just me? or is the world pulling a cover over my eyes
i wish it were easier to tell the truth
am i living a lie? or is it you thats lying to me?
somehow i feel so jaded by everything else and everything around me
and it seems like you dont give a dam either
so what should i do or what should i say?
i dont know how to begin...should i even begin?
why am i so fixated on this idea...somehow it doesn't seem to leave me ...it floods my mind ...but i can't seem to release it ...
maybe i should just bottle it up and throw it out to sea...
the nice-ness and sweetness seems to lure me and con me into false realizations...
i try to bite back and resist the temptation of imposing myself on that sweetness
what do i do? i'm just gonna let time do its work ...and all will fade i guess
bradass at 6/03/2006 05:37:00 PM