Sunday, June 04, 2006

to him

him - i know're down and out. and i know you care for her. and that she means the world to you. and that its just diff without her. but its clear that no matter what, she has decided upon the fact that you cannot be with her. so with a heavy heart you need to turn and walk away. i know its not easy, and it kills every inch of you to leave. but you have too, for the sake of yourself, if not you'll destroy who you really are.
its not easy to go thru a breakup, to me i think breaking up or having a broken heart is the worst feeling to bare with, coz you feel like you wanna die, but you can't. I wouldn't wish death on my enemy, i would wish a broken heart befall him, coz there's nothing worse and more painful to still love someone with all your heart and that person not even caring.
so do what you need to do....drink, smoke, fornicate, get a rebound gf, cry, trash your room, build a new fish tank, sports, meet new girls, friends and such...but dont sit there and let her cruel actions eat you up. you're so much stronger than this, i know you'll pull thru, but just dont let one person kill the joyous, lovable, fun loving, cocky friend i've come to know...it would be a tragedy to see this destroy who you really are....be strong my friend...and if anything just call on me ...

bradass at 6/04/2006 11:06:00 AM