Friday, September 15, 2006

it doesn't rain ..it pours

today was a tough day
i was in my office doing some paperwork, only to hear and discover one of my colleagues bursting into hysterical crying.
for a good half hour, she kept crying.
it was an awkward situation, i didn't know what to say, i didn't know where to start.
her husband was on his way to pick her up.

i had to get to get him into the station. security reasons.
(inside the lift)
husband: is she ok?
me: ermm..no sir, she's pretty upset now
husband: yea, i had to tell her some bad news
me: sorry to hear sir (thinkin a death in the family)
husband: nah, its ok. i'll take care of her.

an hour later after his arrival, she started to calm down.
and she sat me and my sir down, explaining how her husband has serious cancer.

my heart dropped. i couldn't look into his eyes, the eyes of a dying man.
i gave my condolences and my heart was suddenly coated in misery and sadness.
she's married, no kids, good life, loving husband.
but when he goes, she'll be a lonely widow.

why? why does life have to be so unfair. the rapists run the streets, the gangsters and murders remain free, the petafiles and child abusers roam. and the good people die, and the undeserving are punished by cancer. why?

its so unjustified...unfair...confusing
i'm feelin down tonight.....

why.

bradass at 9/15/2006 12:07:00 AM